amir

the morning after

2012-02-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

Febuary 6, 2012

I just had to pen this down, before the rest of the morning comes and finds me battered on the floor.

Or grotesque pieces of self in a corner somewhere.

Mornings without you hurt, honey. I never felt something so quietly disdain. Always my mind was preoccupied with work, and a medley of To dos. Then today, without anything to fill me up, I got naked with all the pent up thoughts that were yours to begin with.

I admit it rather sheepishly that I find it easier to live by, without having to think of what to do next.

Tonight was nice, cloudy but breezy, with a beautiful hue of music and friends. I long for my friends - I no longer track every one of them. I wish for the seat in my old school, in the middle of friends who have my back. I am in the center of it all. The warmth, the comfort and if I could, wrap myself in the familiarity of it all.

Can you live with failures, mine and yours?

But we all know, The question to the ending of such a perfect love story lies in the distinct flaw of it all.

till then, x

stagnant happiness

2012-02-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

Febuary 3, 2012

How do I pen this out loud, baby.

I miss being able to warmly think of everything so lightly that I was happy. I write of countless recounts of miseries that I begin to note resentfully that I am such a sad thing lately. Gone were the zest I use to have towards snotty remarks and catty statements with underlying meanings.

Ah cest la vie.

something significant

2012-02-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

Febuary 2, 2012

Hi.

A few days ago, I told myself that I had enough of people. Because there will always be this realization that people, the closer they are to you, has the highest potential to hurt you.

It is by nobody's fault of course that I chose not to tell anyone. Though no one asked, you have to admit that I need every bit of me to go through this. I had my hands, heart preoccupied to the brink. Salvation was bleak, but manageable.

Sometimes I try to feel as though it is okay that you're not here anymore. It used to claw at me that the only thing to rival your presence is it's exact opposite: your absence. You're writing somewhere else, and I'm still stuck here writing about you.

I don't know where to go after the end of the rope.

Which speaks volume of the troubles he is going through. And honestly our life stories may mean the universe to us, seeing how individualistic related we are but there are always people who had to face harder truths in life. And we somehow owe it to them to never give up, on ours.

"Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body. To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone. More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, the act of holding hands is often trivialized in its true implications. As the Beatles once said 'all I want to do is hold your hand.'"

Assignments pouring in and the only thing I wanna do now is clear them.
Weekends approaching, rejoice!

le nadia

2012-01-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, 17 January '12

"Every time I look at a train rumble by, I see my reflection on the window flash once, flash twice, flashing as the train goes by; and ever so often I disappear as a non-reflective material passes me by, only to have me reappear on the glass panels again.

Repeating, flashing, disappearing, re-appearing; I wonder.

What if I never appeared again."

Society is afraid of alone though. Like lonely hearts are wasting away in basements. Like people must have problems if after a while nobody is dating them. But lonely is a freedom that breathes easy and weightless. Lonely is healing, if you make it.

till then, xo

oh well , cest la vie

2011-10-03T23:57:00.003+08:00

Friday , 4th October '11

why hello there. Definitely been awhile since I rant and pour my heart in this so called book of memories of mine.

Life's been...... mediocre to say the least. If this sounds sad it is only because I just saw an entire album of my friends photos and realised that I missed them. Somehow I should've made the time to actually catch up with them. But no, I'm too lazy. I really do hope this is not my high flying detached nature talking.

I used to think that no love is safe from the tides of time. ALmost as if a physical strenuous tide eats the bond between two people. So I joined the fray of breaking everyone, man or woman, in the zealous of youth and 'nothing lasts'.

Then it struck me, that love despite the break up is worth it. To be able to breathe in the experience of constantly drown in love is definitely worth more than a life without one at all.

So stick with it. Because here comes the feeling worth the pain. It actually lasts forever.

may you always do what you are afraid to do.

the morning after.

2011-06-24T15:22:00.004+08:00

Friday, 24th June '11

Nothing beats the freedom of coming home.

Short trip with family over the weekends to Kota Kinabalu, was enough to let me get away from the hustle and bustle of reality. Truly a sweet escape. Will upload photos when I get the camera from dear mother.

Was in my slumber, this morning, after 3am, when my phone rang. I murmured and wasn't that enthusiastic to sustain the conversation, so, I hung up instead. Sorry, I was vexed. Will return the phone call, some other time.

Caught Miss Usa 2011, this morning, whilst still in bed. Kinda miss the gist of it and California won. A redhead, finally.

On a brighter note, everything's been running smoothly. Family's well, friends can't better. Other than the faux acceptance I have to make do with, life is well. This week alone, I have gone out with the best friend, my school friends, others.

Got myself a new book to kill time, and nothing spells solace than a good book, afternoon sun and your bed.

I'm running out of ways to make you see, I want you to stay here beside me.
Till next time, xoxo.

Atiqah

2011-06-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 14 June '11

Great people enter your life and leave footprints that change you to a person, for better or worst. Atiqah was one of the few people who left amongst the largest footprint.

We go way way back, since Sec 1, it almost doesn't matter. We shared our turbulence but till today, I'd safely say: she's one of my best friend regardless.

She would be loud, kind, caring, joke cracking, and always smiling.

I've noticed that while I was thinking of people I'm certainly grateful of for my life, and why. Her name was in neon and when I asked why, I couldn't find a reason why I am so thankful that she is present in my life.

My life would suck without you. I would be less me. I knew then that regardless of what I do, who I want to be, she's one of those person who will not judge me for who I am. She will not scorn, tell me she had enough, or wish I'd stop.

Thank you for today.

I have your back, always.

On a good note, school's fine. Today was an exception. I realised how much I love this new bunch of people who cheered me up, every day. And I know my entries are inconsistent, could always nudge me in school to ask about things!

ooooooooh, can't wait for my sweet escape this weekend.

Happy birthday Nazurah! Still, you're my favourite african tiger.

I miss Lina. I miss Eszuan. I miss Khairul. I miss Malina. I miss Nazihah. I miss, everyone.

I need my social circle back.

Till then, xoxo

stay

2011-05-31T14:41:00.009+08:00

Tuesday , 31 May '11

Oh hi. Inconsistent entries again. Bear with me. Too many shortcomings along my way. Things aside, I miss my social circle. Side note, I miss public speaking class, a lot. The time, where I, possibly, were much, happier.

I woke up tad early this morning. Made my own breakfast and kill time by reading. Oh books, what I'll do without you. Found some really good songs on the web, replied texts from the people I love, talked for half an hour with somebody I hardly know.

Now here's a few things I've recollected.

1. I miss my two favourite boys, E & K. Town, soon?

2. Family's been good. No emotional upheaval of any sorts.

3. Had a dental check up for treatment and my pearly white's on!

4. The thought of rebonding my hair for the second time crossed my mind, but for the time being, I'll embrace of what is.

5. Heart to heart conversations thrived for the past few weeks. Nonetheless, I'm a sentimental person so my perspective may be different.

6. The new class arrangement was one I didn't expect. Hohoho, can't wait to carve more memories with this bunch.

I won't pretend I shouldn't but you know the feeling of being an option when your cliques, aren't around? It truly sucks, yes? It irks me to know that I have to see your face everyday but I just have to put on a grimace, at times, a fake smile, when you know you and I definitely don't click. Nope, princess, its not you. You're always the good angel. ~~even though you annoy the shit outta everyone.~~

1st June tomorrow. As Cheryl would say, 'last day of May, may June be happy!' June... something I've always looked forward too. This year, especially, with so many things going on during the holidays, I reckoned the memories I'm going to make is, priceless. Let's embrace June, alright?

Till then, xoxo.

When you left us, a part of us left with you,

but a part of you, will live on with us forever.

jaded

2011-05-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

Sunday , 22 May '11

Forgive me for the inconsistent entries. I'm jaded.

I plunged in the treacherous reefs of love without a compass to navigate. - Do Not Disturb by Anna Clearly.

Concluded public speaking two days ago. Will miss Rosedini whole heartedly. 4 weeks wasn't enough for most us, technically. I bonded well with everyone, towards the start of week 3 or so.

School's been fine. Friends can't be better. Family, ever so joyful. Dad turned a year older today. I love my dad , a lot.

Loving the book I'm reading now. Do Not Disturb by Anna Cleary. Apparently, it caused an uproar at home when Mom saw the book. Nonetheless, life's been good.

You've changed now. I can never hope to relive everything again and even if we try our hardest to run, play and laugh the same way, it will be different. Because even if you're a constant, I am different today.

The other we are lost in the memories of us. Forever playing, forever laughing. I will keep it that way. From time to time, only to revisit us again. To see me when I was much, well, happier.

So she left him, in that silent town of breaking noises.
And he watched his ground left beneath his feet
and he fell into the ground,
hard crashing into the cold wet pavement.

decadent

2011-05-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Saturday , 7 May '11

This is going to be a mess. Brace yourself.

It's been so long since I last rant. The past month was filled with memorable memories that I am certainly thankful for. Friends were great, family- can't be better.

I fell asleep on my desk, the blinking cursor studiously behaving like a black anorexic star. Black and white, it blinked mockingly. It encourages my work and yet burns at my soul as it stood there and asked to move; laughing at my lack of indigenousness.

Completed three books in a span of 1 month. Major achievement- all thanks to the free time I have.

"I'll just hold on to you tightly. Your past doesn't equates to the present nor the future." - Train Man, Nakano Hitori. Truly enlightening.

On the flipside, school's good. Apart from the timetable, that is. One which starts at dusk and end at 9pm. It kinds of sober you up from everything else. Home is something I look forward to every day. Not facebook. Not my blogs. Just home.

Impromtu speech went well. Two speeches for next week. Let's do this.

D's leaving for Aussie cum Monday, meeting 'em ladies on Wednesday for lunch, not forgetting shitload of schoolwork to attend to.

see you soon.

if you ever come back.

2011-04-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

Monday , 11 April '11

As my finger dances across the keyboard, it struck me. I only have a mere two weeks left before Year 2 starts. Come to think of it that I actually managed to come to this far albeit adversities and adversaries.

Results were lack-lustre but I gave myself a pat on the back for the improvement. Parents were filled with mixed feelings upon knowing my results, but the minor improvement was well-accepted.

Holidays been great so far- creating wonderful memories with the people who knows me best and accept me whole-heartedly. Crashing town with best-friend, dinner and heart to heart talks with my gossip girl clans, small meet ups with secondary school mates- holidays well spent!

Fell asleep talking to the girl till late despite consecutive days of lack of sleep. I made up for it on Sunday. Sleeping right after breakfast, feeling like a total pig. I did however, run in the evening as planned. Rather pleased with this!

Final Theory Test is in a week and Ferlyn and I have promised each other that we have to pass! Heading to Malacca over the Good Friday weekend- times I spent with my cousins are very precious and small other outings with my partner-in-crime!

till then!

ashes and wine

2011-03-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 12 March '10

Happy Birthday Nazihah! Hope you love the last minute present.

This week been a wreck. School ticked me off big time. On another hand, my so called 'after school meet ups' managed to lift my spirit.

So,

1. Met Q on Thursday for early dinner after class. Caught a ride to Sengkang after which.

2. Talked to ____ on Friday night. Fell asleep while talking to ___ - this is the first for me. It was 4 am when I woke up. We ran the conversation again. I tend to rabble when I am sleepy.

3. Crashed Starbucks with L on Friday, after class. With a book on hand and a good company, good way to wrap up the week.

4. While making the collage I come to realise I don't have many close friends, despite the number of people I am actually friends with. This comes off to me as being both sociable and protective of me.

5. F said I wrote lengthly, :(

6. Bestfriend went to holy city. Here's my additioal prayers to you while you're there & hope you come back safely.
7. Two more weeks of school. This is very tragic.

One misplaced word, a doubtful glance or a storke-on-the-hand-of-another-too-long can domino effect into chaotic goodbyes. I do not want that to happen. I do not want to learn from my goodbyes.

My word: treasure the people around you and just pretend as though every hello is the last hello you will say to him/her. Treat everyone well, even the people you have yet to meet.

And if you use to find solace/hope/love in my writings, I will offer you what 15 minutes of my day to you. I feel you are worth more and for that, I am here to stay.

For once, unadulterated by what the world may think of it.

A life seeking redemption,
a solace that might never come,
a bird snapped off its wings,
that dreams of touching the sun.

we used to be close,

2011-03-07T12:47:00.003+08:00

Monday , 7 March '11

Forgive me for my inconsistent entries. School is tearing me apart. Internet broke down at home.

As my finger dances across the keyboard, I started to wonder. The clock continues to tick. By hook or by crook, I had to make up my mind- to come to a conscious conclusion. I was torn between opportunities but the "What if" questions never fail to pollute my mind.

Weekend was well spent with secondary school friends- heart to heart talks, countless jokes that managed to divert my mind from thinking of problems on my shoulder. Who wouldn't know a smile or a laughter can make you forget your adversities and adversaries, even a while. Thanks to Lina, Shafiq, Mal & Zamir for making my day.

Honestly, never expect someone to live up to your expectations. You're only set to be disappointed when your world depends on another to exist. You must be strong, don't fear mistakes, there's no easy way through. Life isn't all foreboding, it will reach out to you.

'cause if one day you wake up and you're missing me,
then your heart starts to wonder where on this Earth I could be.
The Man Who Can't Be Moved- The Script.

Totally relate myself to that stanza.

So we vent out in angst and in anger. In retaliation that we are now different. Something is different. Everything is off. She made me change, and do this. I never liked you. You never liked me enough. We are all broken. I don't hold grudges or anger. 'cause I know, if i do, I'll never move on and continue to live in self-denial, the word 'feelings' won't exist.

Get your act together, you.

chocolate rain

2011-02-28T22:40:00.001+08:00

Monday , 28 Febuary '11
As Febuary draws its curtain, I looked back at this short month of 28 days. March, please be better.

The recent weekend was one for the books. Time well managed as it was post-project 1 and I find solace by crashing town and weddings to attend which lifted my spirit. Spending time with family and relatives is something I'd always treasure and cherish.

New block started today. Two matured lecturers assigned to my class. No expections, yet. But always be ready to step up to the plate. Lunch with 3 ladies as enough to conclude my day.

& I came to realise that:

1. Better time management with best friends. Despite untimely emotional upheavel.
2. Both families are doing well; my clique and real family.

3. I'm more active on twitter.

4. I kept avoiding a particular someone in school; not 'cause I hate the person, just that we're better off this way- as acquintances.

5. Everyone is either on a neutral or on good side with each other. Near world peace-ish.

Actually one of the reasons why I don't like writing the positive things in my life is because I always ended up eating my own words.

As the fading whimpers,
reaches to an abrupt end,
for up above in the darkened skies,
arrives an angel.. truly a Godsend.

yours, amir

adulate venerate obligate

2011-02-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Friday , 25 Feb '11

& so today I got the courage to initiate a convo but eye contact wasn't achieve as I kept looking away. Nonetheless, I appreciate every word that was articulated from your lips.

But I didn't want to be alone either. Just the two of us, and we chatted to each other (even though we are opposite each other). And sitting there, I will never forget how it was before we started to drift apart. How we would sit beside each other and work. Each minding our own business but always in each other's sight. Thank you M, I needed that.

It rained in the evening but stopped to allow the lights shine in through the high windows. Soft and calming light washed over the air like curtains to God. I was humbled again by everything.

Late dinner and long bus ride was enough to make my Thursday a memorable one. Thanks, A.

You may be disappointed,
you have worked so hard,
but you get such crap,
but you gotta get yourself right out of the mud,
and well we gotta take it back to the start,
come on, I know you still got the heart.

Poetry, never fail to make my day.

Breakfast with Amx at 9 before crashing school and dinner with the boys. But not on a multiple level of higher brain power, I think I developed a Friday habit of frolicking around Singapore with less of a concern going around. It will always start the same way: pancakes at macs, starbucks and reading at noon and the evening varies widely from going-to-my-favourite-shop, chicken-eating and water playing.

I miss going to my favourite store, browsing through the books, listening to Camera Obscura.
yours, amir.

vanilla coloured sky

2011-02-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Monday , 21 Feb '11

For what it is worth, two people will be happy after today. For what is worth, everything has been forgiven because my true strength lies not in staying but forgiving. For what is worth, kid flash of the titans will run and run, till her legs give way till her heart is lost in her trail, till she is forgotten.

A few days ago, I wrote how I wish I could stop being. The reason was because I was jaded, both physically and emotionally. I comprehended this slower this time; getting worst at judging my limits. Past few days been's a wreck. I tend to find every reason to find my solace. Some days I was pretty messed up and some days I was thriving. And at some point, I find it hard to comprehend my thought. sigh.

This was left here out in the open, not for demeaning purposes but because I write better than I love. You have a right to know, just as I have the right to be broken.

This is going no where. No inspirations and my ideas aren't flowing.

Aimlessly walking down a road,
with nowhere else to go,
no signs or indication,
people come, people go.

tug at your heart strings.

2011-02-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Thursday, 17 Feb '2011

That perfect picture,
slowly fades away,
from a life of technicolour,
to a polluting grey.

Mind the blurry picture. I just miss that moment when you had a chance to address the school during graduation day in front of the graduating classes and teachers. A moment like this- is a memory I don't wish to forget.

I had a terrible time lapse thinking that Wednesday is Thursday. Work was consistent albeit procrastination which got the better of me, nonetheless model was submitted today- boards up next. Shall plan my week properly due to other commitments and activities taking place. I dragged myself to school today, and went home with a heavy heart, reaching the door step with tears all over my face.

Tuesday was great, met A for a quick lunch and Starbucks where feelings thrive. A good company and a good book was all I need to escape from work. Thanks A for being there to hear me out. <3

This part onwards is going to be really messy, so please bear with me.

I didn't have the willingness to talk to you first, but I guess we'll just be normal friends, like I never left. To you, I'm like a backdrop of a set while you're the main cast. I'm transparent, unnoticeable. So why be acquainted with someone who always lets your down. I'm just a devil's advocate screaming in your ears, hollering dirty thoughts that will pollute your mind. Sometimes two hearts just cant dance at the same beat. Sorry, heartbroken.

Memory lapses are cruel,
for it denies true love to flourish,
a loving relationship that should last,
is as good as perished.

Come back, you. All of you.

On a brighter note, am meeting N tomorrow after prayers and crashing East Spring Sec~

Blinking lights for you. Yours, amir.

miss ambidextrous

2011-02-12T00:54:00.006+08:00

Saturday, 12 Feb '11

Happy 19th Lina.

This will be very very messy.

It was a busy week, academically and socially. With things to do, I hardly had room for anything else. Yet somehow I managed to go out with friends and such.

School was oh-so-fine today despite heart to heart talks cum bitching sessions with the ladies. Wasted half my cash on cab rides this week. oh well. On the phone with you as I sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window.

I watched as the wind fluttered through the window, my eyes half hindered by my subconscious desire to sleep. Something was tugging at the edge of my mind. Something important and dire. But I was happy and sleepy, drugged by a day of meticulous work.

Friday was dinner with the boys. So that was Friday night.

I spent a good part of the afternoon contemplating about my future and worrying about acceptance. Life's is great, contra to popular depressing statuses. Everyone is well I hope.

Please don't hate the person you once were with, because once you've loved them with your everything you had.

Days when I don't text you, its a sentiment of much I miss you.

One misplaced word, a doubtful glance or a storke-on-the-hand-of-another-too-long can domino effect into chaotic goodbyes. I do not want that to happen. I do not want to learn from my goodbyes. The problem isn't her feelings, it's her inability to express them to the right person. Who cares who she tells if she doesn't tell me.

A wise woman once said that every morning when you wake up you say a little prayer. After all, you never know what your day may hold. - gossip girl.

Now, you will understand that life is the same, with or without you.

thursday with literature

2011-02-10T22:32:00.008+08:00

Thursday , 10 Feb '11

F: I thought you and ____have no strings attached?

Me: Yeah, not my heart strings.

It went out spontaneously.

So I stayed away from this blog since Monday. An achievement I'd say from the major ranting how I was like back in the days. School's been mediocre albeit the shitload of work. The last few days have been a blur. Work was inconsistent. Sometimes there's just too much to do, while on other days I could make a video.

Spent my late Thursday afternoon on the phone while my eyes were reading the words of Cecily von Ziegesar. Yup, gossip girl. Took a peaceful stroll a while ago to enjoy the reverie of the night and get my mind off things. I've been adamant towards some things as well as someone lately.

It struck me that I couldn't strings my words at some point. Okay the past few days I think you've heard me whine like the sad little man I could be. But I'd have to say it's not all that actually. I have been figurative with things. Yes it scares me to tell you what made me happy - you'll just take it away again maybe.

If it is hard for you to move now, to think what to do next, just achieve the little things in life. Life isn't so hard when you go back to basic and focus on the little actions. It is after all, the little things that make up life.

If it is hard for you to think of the possibility of happiness, then gather around you the things you love, the people you love and bask in their love for you. Even if you are alone, know at least that you are never quite alone.

Promise me you won't give up on loving someone. Maybe you lost yourself once, never lose yourself again. Your maturity in love is shown by your ability to make the right decisions, regardless of what you feel, even if they are the hardest to make. So live with the consequences you made, for another year is bound and it is human nature to make mistakes.

I hope my lack of attention hurts nothing more than your pride.

yours, amir.

misplaced thoughts.

2011-02-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

Monday , 7 Feb '11

why can't monday's be an exuberant shade of blue?

I won't pretend I shouldn't.

But I am really angry now. I have no idea why. It's pure unreasonable heart-wrenching hair-tugging non directed rage. At no one in particular. Thing is, I had a perfect day, relaxing, tea drinking and plain, simple as jane.

I woke up late today. My 6 alarms failed me. Yes 6. I spent a good part of the wee hours on the phone while my eyelids were too heavy. Sorry if I kept dozing off once in a while. I tend to rabble when I am sleepy.

I didn't expect to get a text from you. Oh well, welcome back to my life then. When are you checking out from my life?

Leaving might just the most painful thing to do in the world.

But I am not so afraid of the loneliness anymore. Neither am I of pain.

Casper

2011-02-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

Friday , 4 Feb 11

I know you're grinning widely behind the computer screen. That's the least I can do. Thank you dear one.

Roses are red,
violets are blue.
Those damsels are pretty,
and so are you.

I've got your back, always.

demeaning lips

2011-02-03T18:54:00.009+08:00

Thursday , 3rd Feb '11

Yesterday was quite a thrill- apart from school. Anything after that was a memento that I never wished to forget. Got myself a good book. Gonna crash Starbucks soon, where's Dee?!Week's been good so far, hope it'll stays. Bumped into unexpected people which totally made my day and who much I've grown when I last saw them.

So here I am slumming in a possibly rat-infested sofa out in the open, smelling of evening after-rain and tea. Recorded a cover for Amal as it was a dare.

I have a friend, let's call her X. She means a lot, but sadly influence from others managed to blanket her judgement. If only she notice that there exist this great beauty inside her - one that allows others to shine and feel good about themselves - I know she will be more herself. If only she realise that she is powerful beyond measure and the love for her will always live on, even if her will to move on is flickering.

This place so vast, is emptier without you. Maybe you left for home, to find yourself, to vent out an anger, to be yourself, to concentrate on a future. But the point is you left without any goodbye, any consideration of the people who loved you.

It feels like the passing of a character in a book that I have grown very attached too. Like something I used as a constant in my life, or a familiar view. And when I turned again, you were gone. I miss you, even if we barely talk anymore.

All these considerations will be resolve if only you at the very least have said goodbye before going. But on the contrary, I feel much much better without you around. Truth does hurt, but I don't wanna lie to myself and even to you.

I got the courage and forgiveness to forget what happened over the past few weeks and to say the very least, if I've continue to live in denial, then there's no such word as feelings.

And if you use to find solace/hope/love in my writings, I will offer you what 15 minutes of my day to you. I feel you are worth more and for that, I am here to stay.

Febuary, please be better. Get your act together, you.

yours, amir.

sometimes you'll never realise the true value of someone until they become a memory.

sometimes I wish I never met you, at all.

2011-01-31T22:27:00.006+08:00

Monday , 31st Jan 2011

As I entered this blog, it then triggers. This dusty blog needs maintainence.

January's closing in a few hours time. January 2011 have been one for the books. Honest, we tried our to be kind, to pick our tired feet and wear our faces every day.

I had quite a night nowadays, made hot chocolate and wanted to talk to you, but you stayed away. But I guess your heart already suave and waver. I giveyou my respect for which I shall regard it in hight aspect. I know you have been patient with me and I know your patience is thinning. So forgive me for I am trying I am not worthy of you but at least be magnanimous.

Vexed from school. Indignant towards you. But despite chagrin, I managed to pull through. We should stop judging and playing God. Let's have a toast for school.

The last few days I had been human enough to worry, to get jealous of, and to fantasize about a crush I have been having. It is weird of course, I have little obsessions in life. So when one of them is near reality, I can be very insecure.

I need a good book to read and Starbucks. Pronto.

Here was a boy who liked flaws, who saw them not as failings but as strengths. Who knew such a person could even exist, or what would have happened if we’d found each other under different circumstances? Maybe in a perfect world. But not in this one.
– The Truth About Forever - Sarah Dessen

till next time, xoxo.

i was never part of your cliche.

2010-11-04T21:16:00.010+08:00

Thursday , 4 Nov '10

like finally, I have time to rant on this oh so full of memory blog of mine.
so far, school's been mundane. I kept dozing off in my afternoon class & today best friend caught me sleeping.

apart from that, drawing class been good. I've been on the ball. And my brain is so tired.
I'm so vexed everyday yet I still stay up late to watch my daily US dramas. ohh ~ gossip girl.
Group work for ADT with R & S, couldn't be better. :D

I just lose my sanity. Bravo Amir.

cos im not coming back,
im closing the door...
i used to be trippin' over missin'
you but im not anymore..

& oh, I miss last yearrrrrr. 2009 & East Spring Sec.

oh , I'm on tumblr and twitter too.

www.french-kissed.tumblr.com
www.twitter.com/frenchkissed

do the usual drills & follow. :D

talking to the moon.

2010-11-02T20:20:00.001+08:00

Tuesday , 2nd Nov '10

HI! Sorry for the long absence.
This is going to be a fast photo momento of what happen during the time I was away from this blog.

Hari Raya with EVD.
Halloween Party with EVD.
2 ladies painted a butterfly in my room.
National Museum.

Will update soon !
Much loves.

triplets

2010-09-06T20:50:00.001+08:00

Monday , 6 Sept '10

over-wrecked & pretty messed up. hurrah, raya's approaching.

msn / FB / call / text.

x

already gone

2010-08-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Saturday , 14 August '10

hi! sorry for the lack of updates!

I'm done with 2 modules. 2D art fundamentals and Materials & Finishes.
Really exhausted. & so had formal presentation on thursday.
Dress code was hardcore formal.

Alright, as its the fasting month , I'm gonna wish all Muslims- Happy Fasting.
& enjoy the YOG break yo. Though its 2 weeks.

ahhhhhhh ~ (:

Final A1 canvas.

Title: Lady Patriot.

omg like finally

2010-08-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

Friday , 6 Aug '10

well! august! (: fasting month yo and miss universe 2010. can't wait.
anyways, sorry for not ranting often. school's been tearing me apart.
from a lecturer who fell twice and another who said, "I'm never happy."

alright, school was alright today, unlike yesterday.
Yesterday I got screwed up and I redeem myself today. hee.
Submission next week :(
While the other schools started their holiday,we have another freaking week to go.

hmms, im stuck. maybe tumblr ? can ? ((:
byebye.

hug to cry

2010-07-27T20:07:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 27 July '10

ohmygod. presentation was overrrrrrrrrr. I am so tired right now.
friday, come quick. please! (:

& so, many of my lessons got cancel. There's night class on Thursday at 6:30pm.
God help me. Not much to blog about (:

be right back. (:

promise

2010-07-23T22:55:00.001+08:00

Friday , 23 July '10

fuuuuuuuuuh. school is tiring. :(
anyways, school was epic today. tensions in class. i love the drama. HAHAHA.
2D art was fine and Mat & Fin was mediocre.

no school on Monday. Thank You, God. :)
let's hope my weekend is good.
oh wait, painting to do tomorrow.

apart from that, I'll catch up soon alright ?
x, amir.

S C H O O L

2010-07-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 18 July '10

ahhhhhhhh weekends were awesome. Met my cousins yesterday and today I took a stroll under the moonlight. hmm, school tomorrow. eff it. new timetable. 2 modules. there goes life. ):

sooooooo, I made twitter. follow okay ? www.twitter.com/frenchkissed
school, please don't tear me apart tomorrow. roarrrrrrrrrr.
take care kiddos! :D

x.

purple

2010-07-17T20:38:00.001+08:00

Saturday , 17 July '10

hi! my Friday was awesome with the duo. Town was certainly calling my name.
Hmm, the new timetable starts on Monday with 2 modules - 2D Art Fundamentals + Materials & Finishes. I hope the timetable doesn't tear me out :D

hee, brb okay ? (:

opps

2010-07-15T21:22:00.001+08:00

Thursday, 15 July ' 10

I hear Orchard calling out my name.
Thank God its Friday tomorrow.

(:

ashes of roses

2010-07-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

Wednesday , 14 July '10

one very good week. will enjoy every minute of it before the horrors start on 19 July.

i'm fine, what about you ? :D

byebye.

trance

2010-07-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

Monday , 12 July '10

happy 4th birthday sister ! :D

weekends was mundane. I don't miss school, yet. :P
hmms , I feel so sleepy today. i've got nothing to rant about.

ahh , been repeating Hurt by Christina Aguilera :)
go listen.

byebye (:

DesH&C

2010-07-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 8 July '10

Design History & Culture test tomorrow.
50 questions . 10 marks. not studied a single thing yet.
wish me luck.

:D

roar.

2010-07-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

Wednesday , 7 July '10

okay, sorry once again. I'm too caught up with life.
so Monday, had my presentation and I saw my marks as I was peeping to the mark sheet as the lecturer was sitting beside me. My group scored low. ):
met my lovely cousin in school ! (:

hmms, hopefully the group report will score. so I have Design History & Culture test on Friday at 3pm. after that , hitting East Spring for NP. I got strong words to say to someone there. LOL.
err, I'm gonna miss this module. ahhhh.

& so here's the e-learning journal marks.

in AMIRA's arms.

2010-07-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

Tuesday , 6 July '10

Maybe the title give you a good hint. ;)
A MUST CLICK! :D

she love me ; I know.

oh p/s ; its on tumblr too! :D

faithful

2010-07-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 4th July '10

okay, i'm freeeeeee from doing essays everyday. :D
there's presentation tomorrow , wow. let's do our best okay ? (:
so... I changed phone and I sucked at using iTunes. -.-"

urms, weekend been mediocre. nothing interesting or exciting happens.
kk, now tumblr. :P
bye.

july affection.

2010-07-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 1 July '10

hello, sorry for abondoning this blog. been busy these days. so anyways , e-learning is awesome. marks are better, hehe. changed to a new phone yesterday. urms, went to the National Museum with my class today. A W E S O M E. Lunch at Macs with the kids was splendid. I love my class.
let's got get separated :D

will blog tomorrow. PROMISE (:
byee.

when i found you

2010-06-26T21:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday , 26 June '10

Alrighto , sorry for not ranting for the past week again. Sortta feel that this week past by so fast.
E-learning - so far so good. Monday will be group work and a visit to school. I'll reckoned that Monday would be awesome. Classmates would know why.

So yesterday, dinner with Dhab & Syaza after 51247392 years of not meeting.
Awesome food , great company , tons of photos , good way to end the week.
thanks ladies. :D

i wish i never met you, at all

2010-06-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

Monday, 21 April '10

hey, sorry for not updating for quite a well. well today, school welcomed me back. -.-"
new timetable. Block 3 ; design history and culture. fuuuuuh, here comes the good part.
its e-learning! so for 4 weeks, I dont have to attend school ! :D
extra holiday i should say.

anyways, the previous week been's good. i dyed my hair again, flaming red. (:
life eh ? what's life without up and down. frankly, I run away from all my problems. I dont wanna portray that stucked up image. and you lie to your friends when they asked you 'are you okay?'

words you use are kind that make things okay, but deeply inside your heart, it never was.
till next time,
bye.

last night

2010-06-15T20:08:00.003+08:00

Tuesday , 15 June '10

hello! yes i'm back from my well earned short holiday to Tioman.
3 days went by so fast. Had fun with my Mum's friend and their family , snorkelling and food galore. I miss swimming with the fishes. and oh, I didn't bring sun block so I think I turned a bit darker. -.-"

the most horrendous part was the 2 hours ferry ride; made me puke.
okay , I'm slacking as much as I can before school starts next week. pfft.
I don't watch soccer and neither am I a fan of World Cup. :D

hmms , I'll post the pictures soon okay ? (:
till next time.
byebye

If free, do

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/D2TZZ5J

tumblr.

back.

2010-06-11T23:39:00.001+08:00

Friday , 11 June '10

okay, sorry for not updating. been lazy & busy. it rhymes.

met Hakim yesterday after 7 months of not meeting.
met with the n1 / n2 kids at Swensens today for dessert.
pictures at facebook. :D

will be away during the weekend :D
bye.

very the sorry,

2010-06-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Monday , 7 June '10

okay , I didn't keep to my promise to blog :)
so let me just summarise the highlights when I was "away."

hit the town with Khairul & Eszuan on Friday.
weekends were sortta mediocre as there wasn't much to be done.
so today , last minute plan with the boys again.

before that, lunch with Irfi where we bumped into the 3E girls at KFC.
mrt to redhill & bussed to Queensway.
going home with bus took me 2 hours. thanks eh boys. -.-"

okay, I need my holidays right. now.
school tomorrow. wow.

bye.

all tears

2010-06-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 3 June '10

HI. I'm back ! Sorry for not updating. School's wearing me out.
okay, now I don't know what else to blog about.

I need my holidays, pronto.
ahhhhh , tomorrow I update okay ? (:
Promiseeeeeeeeeeeeee.

bye.

disown

2010-05-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

Monday , 31 May '10

okay sorry , I didn't abandon this blog. that's why I'm here. :D
after blog, tumblr. what's next? don't tell me twitter.
school was any other school day. (duh) had make up lecture as last thursday lecturer was sick. I came empty handed. left with my clan.

good week, i guess.
do visit my tumblr.

xoxo.

you, i miss

2010-05-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

Friday , 28 May '10

thank God its Friday. another super duper slacky week.
& so the boys ditched me for prayers. Met Zul at MRT. Bumped into Lina and Niz. :D
Mrt-ed to Orchard. Took photos for project. KFC-ed at Plaza Sing.

K i'm tired.
section plan. plan drawing. elevation drawing to be done by monday. boo ~

ohh! i cant wait for 11 june. ^.^
byebye.

no air

2010-05-26T21:29:00.003+08:00

Wednesday , 26 May '10

wonderful wednesday! (:
school was nice, I guess. Today was the first time I screamed inside the studio but nevertheless, the class kept cracking jokes which enlightened me.

met Eszuan and walked to the bus stop. there are thousands of people in school, why oh why do I have to bump into the person you don't wish to see. pfft.

so met Lina at Tamp Inter. I was late, for once. Hehe. LJS for late lunch and took photos at open plaza. Damn I miss her. thanks for today! (:

byebye

fletchers.

2010-05-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 25 May '10

hi. tantalizing tuesday I should say. came to school around 1045am. met azri for brunch :D
she said I looked like an orang hutan with this kind of hair. my red dye turned orange. thank you very much.

class was slacky, like seriously. I went in around 1150am and left at 1240pm. fast game.

" amir, people study for the lesson, you study the lesson plan."

quote of the day.

& so, I made tumblr after so much pestering :P

http://french-kissed.tumblr.com/

lovely

2010-05-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

Monday , 24 May '10

hello people. today was nice. As usual school was from 12 to 3pm.
Tutorial was a-okay and lecture never felt so mundane.

went off at 255pm, where I met the ES kids. We agreed to meet every Monday.
Met Debra, Wanwei and Mav in the library before going down to meet the others at business school. Diane, Eszuan, Toby, Jeffery, Siru and Peiming joined us afterwards.
Late lunch at design school.

I love us :)

byebye.

magic show

2010-05-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 23 May '10

Featuring Bee or known as Fietriah.

yes yes, I did some magic to my hair. :D

so met Debra at 1250pm; as usual she came fashionably late. surveyed the hair salons for cheap rebonding, and came across one.

bus-ed to 201 where our eyes bleed when some prices hit all time high. 150 yo. WOW.

I decided to try another shop near my area, rebonding for $50. turned out well. :D

but, i sortta miss my old hair. okay amir, stop being fickle.

hopefully its a good week at school. debra wants me to organise an 5N2 '09 outing again.

how about 18 June ? :D

byee,

freaky,

2010-05-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

Friday , 21 May '10

okay, I have so much to blog about.

Firstly, this week's been awesome. God bless.
Secondly , happy birthday Dad ! :D
Thirdly , my compo appeared in today's Malay news paper :)

so today, arrived in school at 1145am, left at 1210pm. fast game yo!
met Eszuan for prayers and lunch at KFC. Khairul joined us soon after that.
Roamed in T-Mall & T-1 and headed to Macs where I finished my homework and the duo were busy on their laptops.

part at 7. and I went to the airport for dinner with dearest family to celebrate Dad's birthday.
all's well & ends well.

have a good weekend :)

i got you

2010-05-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Wednesday , 19 May '10

school was oh so fine. no joke. came in at 12pm sharp. did my work, done by 1pm. no lecture what so ever. slacked in the studio, hang up my work by 2pm and left by 245pm. it. was. so. slacky.

anyways, bumped into Clifton & Atiqah in school. as each day past, I see more ESSS kids, bravo. week's been good, let's hope the spirit stays till Friday.

byebye.

i need time to sort out my life

2010-05-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 18 May '10

tantalizing tuesday. (:
school was a breezeeeeeeee. 12 to 3 pm whatttttt. the lecturer asked me to redo my work twice and I did. -.-"

i'm a pro at procrasinating. ;p
saw some familiar faces at school and bumped into a cousin of mine on the way back.
let's hope the spirit stays for the week, gonna be a very laid back(i hope) week. :D

till then.
byee.

like i never left.

2010-05-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

Monday , 17 May '10

gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood evening people. :)
Block 2 starts today! 4 weeks of architectural drawing before a week of holiday.
12 to 3pm class is the best. I'm tryna enjoy block 2, as block 3/4/5 timetable really sucks the hell outta me.

i love my class! :D
oh! ended at 3 today, met wanwei and debra. then eszuan and peiming. others were so busy. HAHA. i've got a new gang every monday after class! :D

take careeeeee, bye.

seductive sunday

2010-05-16T20:20:00.005+08:00

Sunday , 16 May '10

She's Cassandra! Very petite and cute , not forgetting innocent. :D

today's mundane. new timetable tomorrow. let's hope the Monday Blues disappear.

I've got nothing much to blog about today.

have a good week people.

bye.

beyond her

2010-05-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

Saturday , 15 May '10

Free food. Met cousins. Good day I should say.

bye.

bliss.

2010-05-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

Friday , 14th May '10

I'm happy & there's a reason for it. :D

so , thank God its Friday. The week flew by so quickly. Today marks the end of Block 1 which is 4 weeks. I'm done with Communication Design Ideas(ComDI) & Form Exploration(FormEx) module. Next Monday, Block 2 begins ; only 1 module. Architectural Drawing. Hopefully things turned out good in that 4 weeks.

& oh new timetable that is. Everyday 12 to 3pm.
School was fine today, everyone was so eager to go off.

I'm a happy kid. This weekend will be pretty much relaxed. :D
I miss cousins! All of 'em, maternal & paternal sides. :)

take care. byebye.

p/s ; I miss my kids ; 5N2. ;)

threesome thursday

2010-05-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 13 May '10
AHHHHHH. ComDI. last day. yesterday. oh yes, my lecturer is the one with the landyard.

okay, so today had presentation. I screw up big time. I got owned by 2 lecturers. not my day.
Hopefully tomorrow turns out well.

bye.

tantalizing tuesday

2010-05-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Tuesday , 11 May '10

school was fast. started at 9am ended at 920am. LOL.
stayed back for project till 1130am.

met nisa at anderson sec. damn i miss her.
went to her house, nasrah was there! :D
i miss her too!

ahhhhhhh , we camwhore. pictures at FB.
i love you two girls.

i straightened my hair. awesome.
tomorrow school at 12pm to 430pm(i hope)
byebye.

when I found you

2010-05-10T19:55:00.002+08:00

Monday , 10 May '10

okay, skip the Monday Blues. Today was oh so fine. I've enjoyed school so far. Thanks to the fabulous classmates I have.

Mum sent me to school today before going for her day surgery. Interim 2 went okay ; some improvements did to my model. Apart from that, completed group work with Steph and Pris and we found secrets. HAHAHA ! ohmygod, then we went to the other class and spill them. LOL.
Ended at 12 but we stayed until 1:45pm before rushing down for quick lunch as next class was at 2pm.

OH ! We end at 2:20pm. HAHA ! -.-"
okay, tomorrow school is at 9am , for only half and hour or so.
Meeting cousin and gonna hit town tomorrow.

yeah enjoy. Inside my head, I've got submission on thursday and presentation on wednesday.
:D

that's aside, I've been repeating the song "When I found you" by Britney Spears like a trillion times. oh today, this date, but 9 months ago.

byebye.

mothers day

2010-05-09T20:43:00.001+08:00

Sunday , 9 May '10

Happy Mother's Day. I love you , Mum. Only if I'm brave enough to say it in front of her. :(

monica spear

2010-05-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

Friday , 7 May '10

IT'S. FRIDAY. *screams*
phewwwww, the week was fast. full of presentations and such.

today was fast. 9 to 11am at studio. I was the last to present. My model got approved and I'm preparing for next interim on Monday. Apart from that, next week also marks the final week of block 1; which means from 17 May, block 2 will start and I've only got one module :D

okay , had CCN day today. Bumped into hell lot of people. :)
Prayers and lunch-ed with Eszuan. Met Mum at the airport and I'm a happy kid, for now. hehe.
i'm done with half of my homework. I wanna enjoy my weekend, seriously.
till then,

bye.

I bought a mounting board. I was in a rush to go off, then I realise I left it in school.
then again, no one manage to find it, so there goes my 2 bucks. roar.

tunnel-pillar

2010-05-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 6 May '10

Consultation today was great ! I didn't get grilled.
The whole day was filled with laughters. I love my class ! :D
okay, here's my final design for my project.
Its a tunnel with a caterpillar. (:

okay, tomorrow's there interim. better get my script.
wish me luck!

shows how tired i am. deprive of sleep.

project runaway

2010-05-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 4 May '10

this is called, Reflective Journal.

so today, I got grilled twice by my lecturer. okay , I wasn't unhappy with my model, but I redeemed myself towards the end of the lesson. :D

3pm lecture was fine, I love my classmates. tomorrow class is at 3pm to 430pm, I hope. :D

had presentation today , friday , next monday, next wednesday, thursday, friday.

2 major projects. one and half more weeks, God help us.

take care.

byebye.

i'll blog more, very soon. sorry , silent readers.

5n2 2009

2010-05-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 2 May '10

part 2.

she, literally cheered me up. Thanks Lina ! :D

Dear 5N2 2009, I miss each and everyone of you.
I miss getting scolded by Ms Tay.
but most importantly, I miss the people that makes up 5N2'09.

not typical

2010-05-02T19:21:00.003+08:00

Sunday , 2 May '10

Sorry for not ranting these few days.

so, met Khairul & Eszuan yesterday for dinner. Whitesands to Ehub. BBQ chix for dinner. Treated them Mac Cafe and reminisce the good ol' days on the breakwater at Pasir Ris Park.
I miss East Spring Sec truck loads.

anyways , lets hope the week breezed by. I got so many lessons to attend. take care.

tired

2010-04-30T21:51:00.001+08:00

Friday , 30 April '10

yeah, thank God its Friday. I'm very exhausted. proper post soon, promise.

Wednesday , 28 April '10

Sorry for not ranting yesterday. Was so tired. School was fine. Bumped into Wahidah. Inna. Diyanah. Ashurah. Dhabitah. Debra. Eszuan. Wanwei and lottttttt of familiar faces. Played a prank on Debra by asking her to go to Cheers. HAHA! Wanwei's the mastermind. Had a 5 hours break from 12 to 5pm as lecturer requested I come at 5pm. kay. Left at 6pm and Mum fetched ! (:

so todayyyyyy , I have no school. but there's 2 project to rush. One is due tomorrow while another on Friday. I have presentation tomorrow. this week's been good ; lets hope it stays :)

I'm starting to love my class, prolly the reason why I attend school.

byebye

vexed

2010-04-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

Monday , 26 April '10

lazy Monday. mundane Monday. Monday Blues. everything assiociated with Monday.
I'm tired, really. there's so much assignments. not forgetting presentation on thursday.
thank God I have no school on Wednesday. oh! tomorrow's schedule for me is gonna be nice.
to 12pm. then 5 to 530pm. grr

bye.

hungary

2010-04-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 25 April '10

Weekend, why must you leave me so quickly ? ):
anyways , there's train loads of homework this weekend , not mentioning critic session tomorrow and presentation on Thursday. Classmates are awesome ; always on the look out for each other.
that's aside, I better get their names right ; wouldn't wanna address them as 'oi' or 'eh.'

okay, I'm looking forward to a pretty much laid back week. hopefully things goes well and fall into place this coming week. will blog soon.

take care. have a fabulous week :)
byebye.

double 09

2010-04-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

Saturday , 24 April '10

my outing with the duo got cancelled so I went to east point alone to get some things, yes alone.
i have no life when school starts. pfft.

I miss secondary school.
I miss English lesson when Ms Tay would scream and yell. ahh, I miss this mother of mine.
I miss Maths class when Mr Khan would force us to do papers.
I miss Malay lesson in the library where we would make hell lot of noise.
I miss Chemistry lesson when Ms Chan would be so patient with us.
I miss Biology lesson when Ms Tan would recap all the difficult terms.
I miss Geography lesson with Mdm Noreen. ahh human & physical geog.
I miss Social Studies class when Mdm Wani would scream her lungs out.
I miss PE lesson 'cause I always skipped PE.
I miss Food & Nutrition class with Mdm Humaiyah 'cause I didn't irritate the hell out of her.
& lastly, I miss 5N2 '09

meet up soon okay? (:
byebye.

i know you want me

2010-04-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

Friday , 23 April '10

school was fine. skipped morning lecture was there was Induction Workshop. I love DI08. My class eh. Rushed back to the studio for debriefing at 1155am. Tons of homeworks and projects.
Met Eszuan for prayers and KFC for lunch. Hop over to East Spring Sec for POP. NPCC yoo ~

yeah, im dead tired. thanks for the people in sch & ES for making my day. i love you people.
pictures are in FB. must see okay ? (:

byebye .

i see you

2010-04-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 22 April '10

ulala ! sorry for not ranting yesterday. was so tired the whole day. 2 hours of reflective journal from 730pm to 930pm. feels like doing F&N coursework. lets not blog about yesterday.

today was fine. first module was so dry, as usual. ended at 12:15pm. rushed to the printing machines with the ladies to print the photos for tomorrow's presentation. went back to the studio at 1pm. briefing by seniors about buddy system. left the studio at 2:45pm , rushed to the canteen to grab a bite. 3pm in classroom for second module. jokes filled the air! wrapped up aroud 5:10pm instead of 6pm. thank God. :)

tomorrow! 3pm lecture cancel. morning lecture, well, gotta skip that as I've got workshop.
going back to east spring tomorrow for P.O.P
now i got a reason to look forward to weekend. :D

okay, homework waiting. though there's no class tomorrow. I miss Nazihah. Rachel. Irfi. NP kids.
Khairul Anwar, saturday dhoby ghaut, amacam ? HAHAHA :D

byebye.

a lil excited

2010-04-20T18:25:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 20 April '10

Woke up at 7:10am. Reached school at 850am. Lecture was from 10 to 1245pm. It got a bit draggy. FormEx doesn't enter my head. 3pm was ComDI lecture. Ended at 450pm instead of 6pm. Pure bliss. God bless. Let hope it stays.

take care. bye

school.

2010-04-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

Monday , 19 April '10

okay , hello school.

Met the Okaye at 745am at school. Went to convention centre for Genesis. Ended at 12.
Met Diyanah and took my new ezlink card. Hopped over to the CC for Mac's. Went back to school around 2:15pm for the 3pm tutorial. Yes, I'm tired.

tutorial went fine. ended around 530pm. thanks Eszuan / Wanwei / Jeffery for waiting for me :D
Crashed into Rachel & she's excited upon seeing me :)

okay, school tomorrow. 9 to 12pm & 3 to 6pm. God help me.

bye.

panic

2010-04-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 18 April '10

today went well. my legs are aching. lunch at Beach Road. To Peninsula we go. Queensway for some shoe shopping , Eastwood for donuts & Eastpoint. :D

Imma happy kid :)
school's tomorrow. let's keep my spirits up.
Will blog again tomorrow.

take care.

thank you. you've been awesome

2010-04-18T00:34:00.003+08:00

Saturday , 17 April '10

So , on wednesday had a 3 days 2 nights camp at school. First day was awesome. Some sort of amazing race at Bugis & town area. I was the leader for the day ; so I picked Plaza Singapura as the last destination. Went around Bugis completing tasks & Plaza Sing for dinner. Feels like bringing the kids out for field trip. back to school for flag making & night walk was splendid. their make up was fabulous! :D

day 2 was long. met my classmates only for a while. had performance night while I had to participate in a spelling bee competition. I was out by round 2. )):
day 3 was fineeee. Had somesort of sports day and I left at 9pm. Was sad to part with my group which I only spent 4 days with since last Tuesday. okaye ! I love you guys ! :D

in short; camp was awesome. couldn't ask for better.
today, had a last minute plan with Eszuan and Khairul. Suntec to Marina to Plaza Sing.
Went in circles for an hour or so finding sushi. In the end, settled for Mac's and I treated the duo's cone. Sat outside PS. Home by Circle Line and bumped into Azhari. :D

what a good day. damn , there's school on Monday. :(

take care. byebye.

P/S ; congrats to Ms Tay for winning the long service award. 26 years man. I miss you Mum! :D
P/P/S ; advance wishes to Mdm Wani for the delivery of your princess next week or so.
P/P/P/S ; I miss 5N2 '09. Meet up soon loves.

bye.

ulala

2010-04-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 13 April '10

happy 11th birthday brother. :D

okay, had day 1 of orientation. group of people were nice. thank God. :D
set my mind positive early in the morning. got along very well.

yes, i'm tired. over for a 3 days 2 nights camp.
back on friday night.

take care. much loves.

schooooooooool !

2010-04-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

Monday , 12 April '10

orientation starts tomorrow. God help me.
Had a long phone call with Lina at 1am plus. Met up for lunch and went to buy some
things. Mum got herself a new phone. I'm jealous.

okay, I'm nervous about tomorrow.
no more sleeping at 2am anymore, ):
let's hope tomorrow will be good. insya Allah.

byebye.

sparkling star

2010-04-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 11 April '10

okay , not the best sunday I should say. glued my eyes to the laptop from the minute I woke up.
went to Eastpoint alone to get some things. parents ditched me. wasn't my lucky day today in the bus. so orientation on tuesday, wish me luck :)

oh ! i wanna share this convo I had with Irfi. she texted me.

I: Amir!
A: Irfi!
I: I wanna tell you something. hehehe
A: what eh ?
I: I used to have a crush on your classmate.
A: who? _____ eh ?
I: omg, how you know ?!?!

damn she's funny. hahaha.
have a fun week people ;)

xoxo.

here comes showdown

2010-04-10T21:16:00.001+08:00

Saturday , 10 April '10

God bless me this week. Thank You God.
Had a chalet today ; I don't even know the person. Some far relatives.
okay , nothing's new today.

I miss 5N's of 2009! )))):
we'll meet up soon k ?

byebye

colour silk

2010-04-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

Friday , 9 April '10

today is great. a good way to end the week.
Bumped into Jai & Hazir after prayers. Met Mum at Century Square to get a present.
Mum dropped me of at school on her way to work.

NPCC was pretty much okay. Spent most of the time with Karee. ((:
I got back my 2 bucks , hehe. okay , pictures at FB.

I feel so blessed this week. Thank You God. :D
byebye.

wait for you.

2010-04-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 8 April '10

okay , today's fun. like really.

decided to meet Eszuan at 4:30pm at Whitesands.
Trained to Orchard. Far East Plaza. Down to Paragon. Plaza Sing was next.
Up Orchard Road to Lucky Plaza. 36-ed to Parkway Parade. Free drink from Khairul Ashraf.
thank you very much :D

dinner at KFC. 196 to Bedok Interchange & 18 home :D
okay, time for damage control. pfft. spent too much today.

i waste money like I waste water.
that's aside, thanks Eszuan ! :D

heading to ES tomorrow. byebye.

stopppppp.

2010-04-07T20:43:00.004+08:00

Wednesday , 7 April '10

today's a wonderful day. :D

sorry Rachel & Nazi, I ditched you girls. I had plans with my Mum. Followed Mum to CGH to have her nose scan & she'll be having an operation on her nose next month. I joked with her and said, " suddenly you come out with no nose, I put a pig's nose."

& she slapped my shoulder. -.-"
so, meeting my kids on Friday, NP kids that is ; as Rachel Ong & Nazihah die die requested me to dropped by school after prayers.

anyways , this week's been awesome. been going out everyday. I waste money like I waste water.

another confrontation tonight over msn, I just hope I'm doing the right thing.

byebye.

p/s ; I've never heard of boys buying blouses. enlighten me someone.

why oh why.

2010-04-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 6 April '10

let's cut to the chase.

- headed to ES to deliver some things to Mdm Humaiyah.
- bumped into Ms Daphne Chan. damn she's hot. catch up a lil & she send her regards to 5N2 :D
- crashed into Ms Tay while leaving school
- to the market with Mum.
- Eastpoint for lunch.
- home.

okay, orientation is in a week. i'm not ready for school and i'm not looking forward to it.
today was pure bliss. thank you God, thank you.

bye.

lazy monday.

2010-04-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

Monday , 5 April '10

Malacca was great. Cousins totally kick butt ! :D

So today, I feel so lazy and tired, I don't know why either.
School starting in 2 weeks and orientation is next Tuesday.
Let's hope I survive.

:D

i miss you

2010-04-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

Thursday , 1 April '10

oh my, its April. WOW.

skipped ranting yesterday as I slacked throughout the day.
April Fool for what. Chat with Farhan shortly after midnight and pranked him. Told him I broke my arm. ;)

so today, dyed my hair again. Met Azri for gym and loiter around the malls.
thanks Azri !

Happy birthday Ashurah!
off to Malacca tomorrow.

have a fun & long weekend ;)
bye

battle of the sarcastic.

2010-03-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 30 March '10

Laptop's back on track. Alhamdulillah. Let me do a quick recap of yesterday and today.

Well yesterday, headed to Kallang to service my laptop around 9am. Went to school and reached about 1030am. Took my cert and catch up with the kids and Mdm Humaiyah & Faridah.
Thanks Aliah for the chocs. Hopped over to Pasir Ris Mrt to do my Ez-link. Trained to Tamp and Mac's for lunch. :D

today , went to Kallang at 9am to get back my laptop. the problem was, my laptop has 2 anti-virus ; so they are sortta conflicting. Headed back to Tamp to meet Rachel & Nazihah at Mac's.
thanks for the magnet Nazi ! :D

byee.

from mum

2010-03-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

Saturday , 27 March '10

my 5N2'09 should read.

okay, laptop's been sick. damn. dont expect me to be online as much.
anything text.

show down

2010-03-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 25 March '10

okay , not my week.

1. msn died a few days back.
2. my laptop died on me on wednesday morning.
3. I dont know what happen, laptop was back on yesterday night.
4. so today, laptop lag hell lot and everything I was doing kept not responding.
5. bad week I know

hopefully, tomorrow and weekend gonna be fine.
oh yes, gave the sports day a skip as I went to KK to visit a cousin.
get well soon :D

bye.

gratitude is something you flush inside the bathroom

2010-03-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 23 March '10

Let's cut to the chase,

what is the matter with MSN today ?! urgh.

i'd trade my wife for a housekeeper

2010-03-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

Monday , 22 March '10

well, the kids are back to school. housework kept me busy. got cash from an aunt. cycled to buy food around 8pm. bumped into Malina. awesome.

so tuesday, bring it on.

yeah, so you flew of to aussie today without even telling us.
maybe its about time I stop bothering about you.
or its just me ; I kept clinging on to you.

bye

fuuuuuuh , nice

2010-03-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

Sunday , 21 March '10

I did nothing much today.

Im anticipating a good week. I hope.

toodles.

bull. i knew it.

2010-03-21T01:24:00.002+08:00

Saturday , 20 March '10

mix feelings about today. Thank God it rained.
Went to Johor today. I was at the carpark when I saw a familiar car. It was Ms Tay's car.
Wonder what she was doing near my place.

like finally , bought a new slipper. :)
got stopped by the traffic police on the way back from Johor.

"im going holiday on monday and I'm booking the flight ticket today. "
worst lie today.

okay, webcammed with teddy bear.
hee.

snow shake

2010-03-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

Friday , 19 March '10

I kept repeating Innoncence by Avril Lavigne. :D
anyways , my slippers got stolen during Friday prayers and I walked home barefooted.
plus, it was raining. looked like a poor homeless kid walking thru the interchange without slippers.

well, bubble tea and chocolate cheered me up. comfort food what. hee :D
so no plans for the weekend, hopefully something pops up at the last possible minute.

& yes, I sortta miss school. :(
dang, okay. bye.

romance

2010-03-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

Thursday , 18 March '10

Initial plan: Town.
Last minute plan: Suntec City. Arab Street. Eastpoint.
Mum. Siblings. Me.

I'm exhausted. I won't say what I'll have for lunch, since you people can already guess it. -.-
anyways , there's NPCC camp today till Saturday. Wanted to attend but nah , I'll pass.
have a great weekend :)

bye

favourite hobby,

2010-03-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

Wednesday , 17 March '10

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh ~
its so mundane nowadays.

k bye.

messed up

2010-03-16T21:55:00.001+08:00

Tuesday , 16 March '10

I love you but I don't like you. Cliche much ?

that's aside , broke. no plans. so today spend the day at home.
new blog song, enjoy.

bye.